My Why

M's Topic: What's your why? Why do you do what you do?

This topic's sort of killing me this week. I keep pulling up my blog, staring at the topic, and closing things down again. And I guess the reason for that is because I don't really have a why. When I was younger, I did what I did because I didn't know what else to do. Kind of like, "just pick something already and get on with it."

Instead of doing things just for the heck of it, I'm doing them for the heck of it while in survival mode. I have to support my son, and myself, and eventually get my life together well enough that I can provide my own source of food and shelter, so that my parents can get on with their lives, as well. This effort that you see me put forth is pure desperation, folks! ;)

I can't offer much else on this topic, at least for now, but take what I've got for what it's worth!